Saturday, May 24, 2008

So in LOVE with : Attention Please


Thanks to my brother who introduced me to this world of yummy series. =)


1. Attention Please Series 11 episodes. (2006)
2. Attention Please Special 1 - Hawaii. (2007)
3. Attention Please Special 2 - Sydney. (2008)

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

the old man in my heart

That morning was just a nightmare,
When he was chosen to leave the world.

I was too young to understand,
but i remember almost everything.

The old man that I know,
is not nobody,
The old man that I know,
never died in me,
The old man that I know,
never fade in memory,
The old man that I know,
why should you go that early?

The picture of him is colorful in me,
The moment with him is moving with me,
The talks with him surrounds me,
The happiness with him remains in me.

I would never forget,
the care you showed,
the tenderness you gave,
the happiness you shared,
the love you showered,
the understanding you provide,
the you that i know.

You are the man that shines my childhood life,
You are the man who taught me about life,
You are the man who always saved me,
You are the man who always smiled to me,
no matter how bad i have done,
no matter what wrong i did,
you will never scold me,
but u talk to me,
like a man to a human,
with dignity and respect.

I love you too much, man.
I missed you too much, man.
I needed you so badly,
I want you to be with me,
Attend my graduation,
happy on my wedding,
accompany me on my birth giving,
but,
I know you have to go.
I have to let you go.

Eight years had passed,
but never in any minute of my heart doesn't says your name.
Eight years had passed,
never my love would fade for you.
Eight years had passed,
I will be good for you,
I will always pray for you,
I will always have you in me,
you are the man, atok.
My very first lost.
Till the very last second,
you still taught me,
the sense of love,
the feelings of sadness,
the terribly lost.

You taught me that life is too short to hurt,
and too beautiful to fill with hates.
You taught me the sense of appreciation.

In the memory of my late grandfather,
my childhood super hero.
15 feb 2000 is still fresh in my memory.
(the day that i have to let you go)
syaz'08

the past and the future

When I sit and doing nothing,
I roll the memories that had passed,
and I try to remember.
The picture of moment that I went through,
wasn't that easy,
but not too hard back then.

People I know, people I love,
People I left, People I hate,
People and person who make me who i am today,
Environment and surrounding who made me.
The season that passed,
through the time that ticks.

I tried to discover,
to the very earliest moment,
till now that I became.
Life is worth, but to worst,
I did go on till now I am standing,
right in front of the mirror,
looking deep in me.

Still I am the one before?
Still I have the precious life?
Still I am standing here,
after all that I gone through.

There's a few that I do not want to remember,
but yet those are the one remain in my memory.
Some are bad, but most are great.
The journey to grow,
The journey of discover,
The journey that taught,
The journey that hurt,
The journey that brought me here.

Here I landed,
to a piece of another chapter,
and there's more to treasure,
and I would love to discover with smile upon the journey.
May life be kind to me,
and may this journey leads to the happily ever after ending,
as what I remembered in all my fairy tales.

syaz'08

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

One Moment In Time


Each day I live
I want to be a day to give the best of me
I'm only one, but not alone
My finest day is yet unknown
I broke my heart for every gain
To taste the sweet, I faced the pain
I rise and fall,
Yet through it all this much remains

I want one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams
Are a heart beat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel, I will feel eternity

I've lived to be the very best
I want it all, no time for less
I've laid the plans
Now lay the chance here in my hands

Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams
Are a heart beat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel, I will feel eternity

You're a winner for a lifetime
If you seize that one moment in time
Make it shine

Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams
Are a heart beat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will be, I will be, I will be free

I will be, I will be free


One Moment In Time
By : Whitney Houston
+reminds me of our MGS CHOIR team 2002+

Friday, May 09, 2008

fact

To be with you is to get hurt
But I rather get hurt than living without you.

Thursday, May 08, 2008

You

How can I pretend the feelings in my heart
How can I walk away from someone I love
And treasure the time just as a friend
Believing that we are just not more than a friend

While the eternal part of me
Still craving for you
While the heart in me
Is still waiting for you

How can I just forget
The love we shared
The laughter we had
The moment we hugged
and the precious you that I had

I want to be with you
As forever it takes
As hard the journey
As my love is just for you

But I know you have to go
And I have life to treasure
But the love is always within me
Between the memory that left

May your life is easy
May your happiness is promised
May your secure is guarded
May life be gentle to you

So that you would never been hurt
Like what I am now
And may the memory remains in you
As I am still loving you.

syaz'08

Recipe of Life

Life is about the happiness
that we taste
along the way
that we travel.

Life is about the sweetness
of making mistakes
that we can correct.

Life is about the sourness
of relationship
that we can taste.

Life is about the bitterness
of separation
that taught us
the sweetness of relationship.

Life is all about the ingredient
we shared
to taste the recipe of life
and the kindness of God.

Life should be appreciated
no matter the sweet, sour or bitter.

syaz'08

Friday, May 02, 2008

Mom

Mom,
We have the different way of thinking.
We have the unusual perception in everything.
But mostly,
We have the love that we are sharing.

Mom,
When the days are bad,
I return to you.
When the days are bright,
I will be away again.
But mostly,
I am with you no matter what.

Mom,
When I was a little girl,
I didn't get almost what I wanted.
But it is not because you didn't provide,
But I asked for more
While you are trying to provide me with all I needed.

Mom,
When we had the fight,
I will be upset.
You will be too.
But I can't wait for tomorrow
to ask the forgiveness from you.
Because I rather say I am wrong,
then letting the fight to move on.

Mom,
I am liquid in the water.
I am attached,
but could not say the words.
The words that I always wanted to say.
The words that would always be yours.

Mom,
I love you no matter what.
Mom,
It is wonderful to be together,
no matter in the bright beautiful day,
or bad rainy day.
Because you are my mom,
my endless love.


syaz'08

When I Hate Being Me

When I tried best to achieve,
I failed.

When I don't want to hurt,
I simply forget.

When I love too much,
I can't confront.

When I expect for good,
I turn it bad.

When I sacrifice,
I didn't make it worth.

When I loose the way,
That is when i hate being me.


syaz'08

Thursday, May 01, 2008

recently on diana


I just watched The Queen : A piece of work on Diana's death situation back in 1997.