Sunday, May 17, 2009

perfection

I'm not a perfect girl, my hair doesn't always stay in place,
I spill things, and I'm clumsy,
but when I take a step back and look at how great my life really is,
then maybe I like being imperfect.


"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly" - Sam Keen

Saturday, May 16, 2009

days

mothers' day
teachers' day
fathers' day
# wishes could never repay
but the remembrance that counts!
syaz

Thursday, May 07, 2009

Since...

It has been a week or two since I've finished my 3 years course in UiTM PP! Well, it's a really nice feelings knowing that I at last managed to fix things, and still smiling. It's been a while since I last update this page, so here I am to write back on things that happened all around few weeks back. On the 4rd week of April, as I was busy preparing myself for the final exam and the MUET exam, my 10 years old brother broke his 2 fingers on his right leg. So I was busy being the driver and helper to abah and mama. Pitty to my brother under me where he got to rush here and there for that little child. So, my little brother went for an hour surgery and got to discharge 2 days later. It is good that he got to rest at home as the SMC was quite a distance from section 7 that makes me feels a little trouble to get there as the road is kinda.... please do something with the road pls! And the traffic condition especially on peak hours! So he is still in the recovery process as in 2 weeks time from now, he needs to take off the wire from his fingers.

Ok, the other disturbing thing was my my MUET exam, honestly it's a doom to myself since I did not study at all, so I felt that band 5 or 6 is just a lala dreams that might only happen if miracle happen. So, let's pray to Allah that the examiner would have a little courtesy! wahaha! Dream again syaz! I trembled a little on my speaking test and having myself wrongly understand the questions at first and having less than seconds to correct it back! Huh, that's the worst ever english test that I ever seated for! It's not the matter of the question, but I guess, it has been too long ever since last I seated for Bel papers. It has been almost one and a half year ago, on my 3rd semester! (Bel 250)... It's ok, pray hard hopping that I will at least scored band 3! (So embarassing)...

Ok, back to what happened, as I finished my very last submittion and exams, I quickly get my brother to pick me up at PP with my dozens of stuffs! Those occupied the car's boot as well the back seats! Hahaha.. So get back and hoora hooray at home! And later on, my brother (the one under me) jumped in my room saying that he got a place in UiTM but haven't got the offer letter yet as he only cheked through the web. He was happy that he got a one and a half year course of Asasi Undang-Undang in UiTM with a great money of scholarship. But later on, happiness turned to tears when he checked again for the campus, it is... UiTM Merbok, Sungai Petani, Kedah. He freaked out. He was so down that he cried a river. But as my parents and I encouraged him to just go as it's a good offer, he agreed. So, we'll travel to Sungai Petani in next 2 weeks.

As I am here, wondering about my application to my degree program. I hope I'd get a place as I've tried my very best during the interview session early last month. Pray hard and hope things goes well :)


Me,
(After The Misserable Yet Sweet 3 years)