erase the stain and let's begin

"Life is the art of drawing without an eraser" -John Gardner

John Gardner said that, but for me the eraser is always there.
Only depending on us to erase it or not.
Erase it ease out of our mind or to let the stain stay.
But some mistakes are too beautiful to erase.
So let it be there.
As a reminder for us, not to repeat the same mistakes.

too many road was left not taken

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference

Robert Frost

+ I wonder where I could ever be now if I were not to choose this road at the last junction.
I guess I've taken the road that less traveled,
Though I've got hurt by the torn,
and fell to the unwelcome river,
yet it is still a satisfaction.
To get to travel to the path on our own way,
blazing my own trail,
and not going to the crowd as the path here is much clearer. +

the more i read, the more i messed

Recently, I open up and read again about Diana and the theories on her from the sources that I have, from the articles and books. And I still played around with same lame theories and factors. I simply take a piece of paper to do some notes and findings. Perhaps it is a new theory, but yet things were just like cycling a circle that came back to the same point of the drawings.

Well, based on the psychology theories, something like behaviorism, humanistic and human interactions from the most basic point of human acts and reacts, I am still with the same main theory that I found years ago. Well, maybe I should put a comma for this findings and come back later when I am ready to dig again.

For just this moment of truth, I guess I should focus on the appreciation aspect of the artistic value. It will be much better and satisfying for a soul that are unstoppable from finding like me. Searching sometimes feels good if you found, but would be bad if keep on loosing. Get the route and start to treasure.