Thursday, May 20, 2010

I failed to fulfill my promises, sorry :(

Dear blog,

It has been so hectic that I could not find a perfect moment to get myself to note down the things that I want to share up here. Even this is not even a perfect moment as I am actually right here, on my office's desk writing these things down. (okay, tipu... pinjam desk abg office coz pc kt my desk is especially utk system key in stock smua. so tamau kacau).

So till we meet again, take good care :))

another rainy cool breezing day reminiscent me of my good childhood days ...
how i miss to enjoy those moments :)

With Lots of Love :D

Thursday, May 13, 2010

it's time to fulfill my promises!!! but let me take my sweet time please :))

I am back from I-Am-All-Here-Actually :)

Thanks for those who still pay visits to this lefted blog. I have been so busy lately that I could not find perfect time to write down what I wish I could share with all of you up here. But somehow, I finally click on the 'New Post' button even though I have to get myself to office much earlier than usual tomorrow morning. That's me. Sometimes I'll do things when I am not suppose to do. Sometimes I'd say yes when I should say no and I'd simply say no when I actually really want to say yes. Weird, I know. But there must be at least a reason for those, so I bet I have one. :)

Anyway, the final examination is all ruined. Honestly I did not do well in any paper. So I am just wishing for miracles to happen. I did so badly in my Economics paper, I wrongly answered an essay question. I misunderstood the question. The Principle of Translations' paper was okay. Only okay. One of the worst paper ever is Marketing! I dunno what I actually scribbled all the way. Please be lineant while marking my paper. I know it's my fault, but all your 21 chapters was so so so not being kind to me when I was covering those. Psychology was okay, but I did not feel the satisfaction at all. So I don't hope for that too. And the winner of MOST IRRITATING PAPER is, International Advertising! GREAT, I hate it so much!!! Thanks for ruining up my life. Media Design & Publishing was... No comment. Graphic Layout was fun during the tutorials, weekly assignments, final project, but... the Final Paper? No comment.

Okay, enough about the exams. What's past is past. All I can do is to hope. Hope for the best, but still.. Gotta prepare for the worst. It's okay, we can never forever be on the top. Somehow, someday, somebody else gotta be there and that is when we have to feel the feelings of being on the bottom side of situation or life. That is just how life circulate and works on us. So let it be. Being on the bottom will surely boost up my spirit of fighting to get up and stand again. I won't let the 'be at the bottom' last that long because I might lost my sense of self-appreciation and also... of course, self-esteem. It's hard to gain that, u know. To make yourself believe that we can do it or we are capable to do the things that we thought we can't. Okay, I'm scribbling craps now. :P

Okay finish about examinations... So about my new work? I am currently working at my university's press, Unit Penerbitan UiTM (UPENA). It is a publishing department under UiTM. So this is my first week. I have lots to say about it, but maybe later. Let me observe, adapt and identify what I need to, first. I hope for the best in what I am doing now. I really need lots more working experience, I need those for my resume, also knowledge and experiences that I can apply for my future. Besides that, it teaches me how to get along with new people, new environment, especially people from different places and background. It brushes up my communication and PR skills. So, that's really good. Not forgetting, the networking purposes. We all do that, oh come on~ We need each other to live and to succeed. We don't live on our own, alone, remote... So that is the importance of getting to know peoples around. :)

# Okay, I have an important meeting tomorrow (need to assist the BIG BOSS) so I need to go now. I'll be writing more tomorrow :) ...and fulfill my posts promises :))

Good Day!