so they said

"the hottest love has the coldest end" - Socrates

"life is what happens while you are busy making other plans" - john lennon

"your best teacher is your last mistake" - ralph nader

Sometimes

sometimes when we love too much,
things would not be like what we wanted.

but when we hated so much,
things will end up closely related.

sometimes when we hope for the very best,
obstacles will come right on the path way.

but when we are ready to fight,
it goes well with the flow.

sometimes when we try too hard,
we will mess the things.

but when we lay back,
it seems like we do not care.

after all i guess,
sometimes we should be what we want to be,
not what others wants us to be.


syaz'08

DIANA SPENCER

Diana lives in my heart

Diana Spenser, the Queen of people's heart that I never had a chance to know as I was only 9 when she was taken. I wish I was born ealier than that so that I would get a chance to see her alive with the gratitude of understanding the world.

I suddenly got the interest to know about her after 10 years of her death. But yet, I still remember how I feel; the deeply lost when she was announced to be dead on the day of Malaysia's Independence Day. Though I was only 9 that time, and I have completely no idea on who she is but when people address her as Princess, than only I know that she is a Princess.

But with that innocent and less knowledge about anything, I was so mesmerized when I saw the pictures of her. I observed every each of the pictures of her for not less than a minute. With no specific reason, I wonder who she is.

From deep in my heart, I was so interested to know about her. Yes, she is a princess. With that innocent, kind and humble look, she strikes my heart through only her pictures. There is some undescriable feelings that I feels inside. Real deep inside. But I keep it just to myself.

Till now, I just want to reveal my feelings that I do not know how to name it. I wish you readers can describe for me what my feelings are now towards this golden creation of God. She touches my heart and it's melting.

Basicly, I am more or less do not have any relations with her; we are in the different environment and living places, different race and religion. But Diana seems to be very someone deep inside me. Don't ever ask me why because I do not have the answer.

At the age of late 19, (the age that Diana got Married to the Royal Highness Prince Charles, Prince of Whales), I suddenly got the tap deep in my heart. I simply do a simple researches on Diana's life and death. Then till now, Diana remains living in my heart like how she does to millions of people in the world.

the heart that touched,
Syaz '08

LADY Di

In Memory of a Princess

We watched you from afar
A shy young girl of twenty
Walk down the aisle to your Prince
Every little girl's fairy tale dream come true.

Your life was far from perfect
Even though we all dreamed it would be
We watched you break out of your shell
And take a stand for what you believed in.
You were kind and compassionate
With a wonderful heart made of gold
Your work on earth is done now
But will never be forgotten.
May we reach deep within our own hearts
And continue in your footsteps
To love and help all humanity
Our special Angel from above.

© August 31, 1997 by Sheri

Tribute to the princess of my heart, LADY Di

Elton John

Goodbye England's Rose

Goodbye England's rose
May you ever grow in our hearts
You were the grace that placed itself
Where lives were torn apart



You called out to our country
And you whispered to those in pain
Now you belong to heaven
And the stars spell out your name


And it seems to me you lived your life
Like a candle in the wind
Never fading with the sunset when the rain set in
And your footsteps will always fall here
Along England's greenest hills
Your candle's burned out long before
Your legend ever will



Loveliness we've lost
These empty days without your smile
This torch we'll always carry
For our nation's golden child

And even though we try
The truth brings us to tears
All our words cannot express
The joy you brought us through the years



Goodbye England's rose
May you ever grow in our hearts
You were the grace that placed itself
Where lives were torn apart


Goodbye England's rose
From a country lost without your soul
Who'll miss the wings of your compassion
More than you'll ever know

+since last i wrote+

bila agaknya last menulis?
dah lame agaknya.
tak ada cerita,
tak ada berita,
dan mungkin sedang menderita.

-syaz-