"Andai kata cinta itu sebuah pengorbanan, mengapa pengorbanan itu bukan nokhtah sebuah cinta? Andai kata derita itu harga sebuah cinta, mengapa cinta itu semakin sukar dimiliki? Cinta seumpama kota kristal indah di penglihatan derita di perasaan." -CINTA
Monday, June 30, 2008
Letting You Go
We used to be really close friends
But we both wanted something more
But now that I think about
We shouldn't never opened that door
I never hear your ring tone
Because you never ever call
I should've never let this happen
For you, I shouldn't have let myself fall
I really miss your voice
And the way you made my day
I miss how you made me smile
But now that's all faded away
You've found somebody else
And you've let me go
Now that I can't have you
My feelings really show
I miss our late night talks
And your comforting voice
But I have to let you go
I have no choice
You have somebody new
And I hope you're satisfied
My feelings for you I have to let go
I have to leave us behind
There's a pain in my chest
That you'll never know
And even though it hurts
I have to let you go
I have to let you go..
I have to find myself again
I wish that i could just erase this love i have for you..
I loved you.. and yes i still do love you..
And now i have to try and move on..
I guess its time to let go..
So farewell my love..
Let us just be friends!
But we both wanted something more
But now that I think about
We shouldn't never opened that door
I never hear your ring tone
Because you never ever call
I should've never let this happen
For you, I shouldn't have let myself fall
I really miss your voice
And the way you made my day
I miss how you made me smile
But now that's all faded away
You've found somebody else
And you've let me go
Now that I can't have you
My feelings really show
I miss our late night talks
And your comforting voice
But I have to let you go
I have no choice
You have somebody new
And I hope you're satisfied
My feelings for you I have to let go
I have to leave us behind
There's a pain in my chest
That you'll never know
And even though it hurts
I have to let you go
I have to let you go..
I have to find myself again
I wish that i could just erase this love i have for you..
I loved you.. and yes i still do love you..
And now i have to try and move on..
I guess its time to let go..
So farewell my love..
Let us just be friends!
+though i used to say, i am going for all or nothing,
but here i chose to at least some then nothing+
but here i chose to at least some then nothing+
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Musykil Ayat-Ayat Cinta
Novel vs Filem?
lain benar.
Hukum agama?
Lebih memusykilkan.
Contoh?
Hukum berkahwin sewaktu Maria dalam koma.
Contoh?
Memakai purdah atau hijab semasa bersembahyang.
(Bagaimana sujudnya?)
Contoh?
Memberi dan menjawab salam si kafir.
Mengapa?
Setahu saya, perkara di atas melanggar enakmen dalam Islam.
Tidak saya pasti.
Saya juga tidak sufi dalam bidang ini,
namun sedikit pengetahuan buat bekalan.
Alasan?
Mungkin mazhab kita berbeza
(di Malaysia, kita pengikut mazhab Syafie)
Sudut yang positif?
Hanya segelintir Islam sahaja yang ekstremis.
Islam itu bukan terorist.
Islam itu tidak mengajar tentang keganasan.
Islam itu penuh belas.
Islam itu menyuruh ke arah kasih sayang.
Simpulnya?
Take from the bright side.
:: Hitung dengan hati, kira dengan jari, fikirkan ::
lain benar.
Hukum agama?
Lebih memusykilkan.
Contoh?
Hukum berkahwin sewaktu Maria dalam koma.
Contoh?
Memakai purdah atau hijab semasa bersembahyang.
(Bagaimana sujudnya?)
Contoh?
Memberi dan menjawab salam si kafir.
Mengapa?
Setahu saya, perkara di atas melanggar enakmen dalam Islam.
Tidak saya pasti.
Saya juga tidak sufi dalam bidang ini,
namun sedikit pengetahuan buat bekalan.
Alasan?
Mungkin mazhab kita berbeza
(di Malaysia, kita pengikut mazhab Syafie)
Sudut yang positif?
Hanya segelintir Islam sahaja yang ekstremis.
Islam itu bukan terorist.
Islam itu tidak mengajar tentang keganasan.
Islam itu penuh belas.
Islam itu menyuruh ke arah kasih sayang.
Simpulnya?
Take from the bright side.
:: Hitung dengan hati, kira dengan jari, fikirkan ::
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Jakarta end may & june 2008
Glad that I am back to this country, Indonesia again. But do not take me wrong. I am happy to be back because of the love for me towards this country doesn't mean that I am our Malaysia national betrayer, but I love this country because no matter what, either we realize or not, most of us (i am talking about malays) are from Indonesia. Doesn't matter you are Bugis, Jawa or which ever part of it.
One thing that I loves about this country is (looking at the bright side) the self esteem that they have on their very own living and life style. Their culture, the artistic value that they have and the originality that they preserved. That's the value that I love.
Remembering on a film that I watched 'Denias, Senandung Di Atas Awan' urges myself to get to know more about this peoples. They are called the Papua people of Indonesia. I got a chance to talk to a few people of Papua, ask them about their culture and living. And most of all, got to see the Chenderawasih Bird. In addition, I even got to enter the perkampungan of Papua, just like the one in the film. Papua peoples is very interesting! Papua Indonesia also known as the Irian Jaya or West Papua.
One thing that I loves about this country is (looking at the bright side) the self esteem that they have on their very own living and life style. Their culture, the artistic value that they have and the originality that they preserved. That's the value that I love.
Remembering on a film that I watched 'Denias, Senandung Di Atas Awan' urges myself to get to know more about this peoples. They are called the Papua people of Indonesia. I got a chance to talk to a few people of Papua, ask them about their culture and living. And most of all, got to see the Chenderawasih Bird. In addition, I even got to enter the perkampungan of Papua, just like the one in the film. Papua peoples is very interesting! Papua Indonesia also known as the Irian Jaya or West Papua.
at the soekarno hatta airport!(much better than polonia airport for sure)
(princess diana on her visit to TMII)I was so shocked and quickly snap this picture.. princess of my heart =)
the examples of the Papua's Village.(Just like the one in the film)
Maceett!
Bulatan Selamat Datangin front of Ritz Carlton -Own by father of The late Dodi Al-Fayed.
:: I am sure that I'll come back someday ::
after AAC
I suddenly search on hijab
I suddenly download few collections of
nasyid's songs..
I suddenly changed.
I felt really near to my creator.
I suddenly starts to think and think and think..
About this life, love and future.
About myself and others.
About myself and my creators.
Though this film has a lot to be discuss on,
especially on the religion and humanism or sociality concept.
But I take it in the most simplest concept.
The concept that I feel near to me.
The concept that I want to understand and discover.
+ Dia itu dekat, lebih dekat dari isi dengan kuku,
lebih dekat dari darah dengan salurnya,
lebih dekat dari jantung dengan pembuluhnya. +
I suddenly download few collections of
nasyid's songs..
I suddenly changed.
I felt really near to my creator.
I suddenly starts to think and think and think..
About this life, love and future.
About myself and others.
About myself and my creators.
Though this film has a lot to be discuss on,
especially on the religion and humanism or sociality concept.
But I take it in the most simplest concept.
The concept that I feel near to me.
The concept that I want to understand and discover.
+ Dia itu dekat, lebih dekat dari isi dengan kuku,
lebih dekat dari darah dengan salurnya,
lebih dekat dari jantung dengan pembuluhnya. +
ayat-ayat cinta : i'm craving for it now!
Ayat-Ayat Cinta Trailer
Ayat-Ayat Cinta MV
why and why and why??
I like this movie?
yes
why?
i dunno, i simply like it.
why?
because of the style maybe.
why?
because it is different.
why?
i feel attached to my creator.
how many time did u watch?
twice
how many time do u wish?
20x.
+ i love what i love and love don't need a reason +
why and why and why??
I like this movie?
yes
why?
i dunno, i simply like it.
why?
because of the style maybe.
why?
because it is different.
why?
i feel attached to my creator.
how many time did u watch?
twice
how many time do u wish?
20x.
+ i love what i love and love don't need a reason +
when we are born to write
Who is a writer?
What is a job of a writer?
What does the implication of what the writer writes?
Is everyone is a writer?
Well.. we are a writer since we are 3 or 4.
We starts with scribbles and lines,
then we continue to join the lines to become an image,
an image that reflects our brain works.
Then we will start to draw the most effected images,
to deliver our emotions and inner side.
We never know that our tries makes parents proud of,
They later teaches us to hold the pencil right,
To write alphabets that we never know would be so important later on,
From A - Z,
We have to write it right.
It has names and way of writing it.
Papers by papers,
Pencils by pencils,
Blunt it, sharp it.
Then we are later introduced to an object,
white little cube called eraser.
Superb, it could correct each mistakes.
Later on we starts to write,
and write and write.
From A it becomes apple,
from B it can be ball,
and from C it could be Cat.
From alphabets to numbers,
From phrase to a sentence.
From a sentence to paragraph.
From paragraph to an essay.
We starts to know what is a poem is,
What is essays,
What is news,
and later on we moved to they way of writing that we likes.
Some loves factual writing,
Some loves news writing,
Some loves biography writing,
Some loves creative writing.
No matter what writing it is,
It uses ABC's,
It uses words that makes sentences.
It make sense to readers.
It take hours to write,
Can even be weeks to months,
and even years to complete a writing.
For me,
Everyone is a writer,
Everyone writes everyday,
Everyone has things to write.
To deliver the inner emotions and feelings,
To shout out loud without screaming,
To tell without talking,
To persuade without begging,
To question without asking.
Those are the power of writing,
Writing could change one's perception,
Writing could change a person's decision,
Writing could change the world.
#If you're a singer you lose your voice. A baseball player loses his arm. A writer gets more knowledge, and if he's good, the older he gets, the better he writes. -Mickey Spillane-
-syaz'08-
What is a job of a writer?
What does the implication of what the writer writes?
Is everyone is a writer?
Well.. we are a writer since we are 3 or 4.
We starts with scribbles and lines,
then we continue to join the lines to become an image,
an image that reflects our brain works.
Then we will start to draw the most effected images,
to deliver our emotions and inner side.
We never know that our tries makes parents proud of,
They later teaches us to hold the pencil right,
To write alphabets that we never know would be so important later on,
From A - Z,
We have to write it right.
It has names and way of writing it.
Papers by papers,
Pencils by pencils,
Blunt it, sharp it.
Then we are later introduced to an object,
white little cube called eraser.
Superb, it could correct each mistakes.
Later on we starts to write,
and write and write.
From A it becomes apple,
from B it can be ball,
and from C it could be Cat.
From alphabets to numbers,
From phrase to a sentence.
From a sentence to paragraph.
From paragraph to an essay.
We starts to know what is a poem is,
What is essays,
What is news,
and later on we moved to they way of writing that we likes.
Some loves factual writing,
Some loves news writing,
Some loves biography writing,
Some loves creative writing.
No matter what writing it is,
It uses ABC's,
It uses words that makes sentences.
It make sense to readers.
It take hours to write,
Can even be weeks to months,
and even years to complete a writing.
For me,
Everyone is a writer,
Everyone writes everyday,
Everyone has things to write.
To deliver the inner emotions and feelings,
To shout out loud without screaming,
To tell without talking,
To persuade without begging,
To question without asking.
Those are the power of writing,
Writing could change one's perception,
Writing could change a person's decision,
Writing could change the world.
#If you're a singer you lose your voice. A baseball player loses his arm. A writer gets more knowledge, and if he's good, the older he gets, the better he writes. -Mickey Spillane-
-syaz'08-
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
i love movies
:: I am so in love with movies ::
my genre?
romantic comedy
serious movies?
only for my studies
three words would you describe your movie type?
satisfying + memorable + educate
best evergreen movies?
+ step mom
+ the letter
+ the story of us
my genre?
romantic comedy
serious movies?
only for my studies
three words would you describe your movie type?
satisfying + memorable + educate
best evergreen movies?
+ step mom
+ the letter
+ the story of us
satisfaction factor in movies?
+ makes me laugh, cry or happy
+ ends satisfyingly
does the actors plays important role for you?
yes! we watch their actings that brought us to the stories
best place for movies?
+ on my bed in my room
+ empty / less people in cinema
prefer night movies or day?
both will be fine
will you date in the movies?
yes, it always be my first choice
why?
privacy and we do not need to walk here and there ~messy
you cry watching sad movies?
always do even i'll cry a river
+ makes me laugh, cry or happy
+ ends satisfyingly
does the actors plays important role for you?
yes! we watch their actings that brought us to the stories
best place for movies?
+ on my bed in my room
+ empty / less people in cinema
prefer night movies or day?
both will be fine
will you date in the movies?
yes, it always be my first choice
why?
privacy and we do not need to walk here and there ~messy
you cry watching sad movies?
always do even i'll cry a river
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Monday, June 09, 2008
the quiz said....
Syaz, you follow your heart when it comes to friends and family!
You just can't help it. In your world, friends and family come first. You know that love is what makes the world go 'round. So whether you're helping loved ones through a tough time, or just enjoying great times together, you make an effort to strengthen those ties that bind.
You, more than others, thrive when you know your safety net is near. And knowing there are those to catch you when you fall, or celebrate with you when you succeed, gives you the confidence to get out there and be the person you want to be. So go ahead and take those leaps of faith! Especially when it comes to love.
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