Thursday, December 31, 2009
Year End Sale, please don't end yet...
UiTM di hatiku, terima kasih UiTM!
"Tak baik merungut-rungut, orang dulu2 lagi susah nak gi menuntut ilmu, syaz!"
Sekarang saya perlu memikirkan cara untuk meminta wang poket lebih sebab nak kene naik bus dari padang kawad ke fakulti. Tambahan pula, bus rapid kini mengenakan tambang setiap kali naik, bukan tiket harian macam dulu. Jadi kalau pakcik bus UiTM lambat, atau bus mengalami kesesakan, saya kene naik bus rapid. Kesian kepada ibu bapa saya, sudahlah bayarkan duit monthly kereta, insurans, minyak pula (kegunaan gi kelas kebanyakkannya ok! sbb saya bukan kaki ukur jalan sesuka hati), pastu kene bg saya extra pocket money pula nak bayar tambang bus. Takpelah, nak menuntut ilmu lah katakan. Bukan lah saya malas nak berjalan, (sbb bagus untuk saya lose weight dan exercise juga) tapi macam agak tiada logika juga seandainya saya perlu berjalan kerana agak jauh, dan kawasan yang berbukit-bukit itu bakal menghauskan tapak kasut saya sebelum waktunya.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
where ever you are...
sometimes it is just that the heart wants what the heart wants...
i dunno, some heart business, maybe. lol!
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Current reading : A Book by A Psychoanalyst
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Find your strength in love by loving yourself
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
hark back to 1990s
Each of the bites makes me reminisce of the days when life was so good!
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
To : M
*m : mucus! yek yek! haha :P to be exact, it's the nasal mucus :(
i'm currently suffering from this chronic dust allergy! so i am suffering from a real massive runny nose, itchy and watery eyes, and i have been sneezing repeatedly for i dunno how many million times :(
this is really bad! i need my adezio now!
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Alhamdulillah
*merasa jugak nak DL degree ni :P
Monday, December 07, 2009
grandpa (tell me about the good old days)
Sometimes it feels like this worlds gone crazy
Grandpa, take me back to yesterday
When the line between right and wrong
Didn't seem so hazy
Did lovers really fall in love to stay
And stand beside each other, come what may
Was a promise really something people kept
Not just something they would say
Did families really bow their heads to pray
Did daddies really never go away
Woah oh, grandpa, tell me 'bout the good old days
Grandpa, everything is changing fast
We call it progress, but I just don't know
And grandpa, Let's wander back into the past
And paint me the picture of long ago
Did lovers really fall in love to stay
And stand beside each other come what may
Was a promise really something people kept
Not just something they would say and then forget
Did families really bow their heads to pray
Did daddies really never go away
Woah oh, grandpa, tell me 'bout the good old days
Woah oh, grandpa, tell me 'bout the good old days
Did families really bow their heads to pray?
Did daddies really never go away?
my dear late grandpa,
i am missing you too much that sometimes i feel like dialing my phone,
hoping u can pick it up and answer me from there.
good enough if we can talk for a minute or two...
why did u have to go that early :(
Sunday, December 06, 2009
Cobain, i wish you didn't blow your brains off at all
I believe that he has lots more to give. Not only talents but lots of good and wise thoughts too;
Quotes by Kurt Cobain :
- Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are.
- A friend is nothing but a known enemy.
- I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.
But I guess this is just the best way of going and still keep them with all the fame and even more later.
Monday, November 30, 2009
my music selections is lame, but i really love it!
“Music speaks what cannot be expressed, soothes the mind and gives it rest, heals the heart and makes it whole, flows from heaven to the soul.”
"Music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life." ~Berthold Auerbach
"There are Many things that I would Like to say to you But I Don't know How."
~ from the song Wonderwall
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Current addiction : Bay City Rollers!
Friday, November 20, 2009
You cannot find life by avoiding love
“If we deny love that is given to us, if we refuse to give love because we fear pain or loss, then our lives will be empty, our loss greater.”
“Love is what we were born with. Fear is what we learned here.”
“Fear of failure must never be a reason not to try something.”
“I believe that every single event in life happens in an opportunity to choose love over fear.”
“Risks must be taken, because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”
Thursday, November 19, 2009
sorry i just can't
I'd say 'With a million thorns',
If you were to say I am an angel,
I'd say 'You're crazy, I'm still alive'.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
it's not only the matter of the world is ending...
~It touches lots in all aspects, too many to talk about but above all,
it's the LOVE and HUMANITY!
think people, think.
:: worth the very long queue ::
I wud say i like it :) Why?
(p.s penilaian awal berdasarkan: put aside all personal perspective, zero in mind x silap is pre-iconographic theory and well i dun take the 'KIAMAT' nye issue tu seriously in this film... as i said, it is not all about the end of the day. It's sumthing broader).
First of all, jgn harapkan kiamat berlaku dlm this movie. Sbb? This story is against the apocalypse beliefs. It is based on the American's beliefs that the world is never gona end on 2012, it is just a reformating, or refresh process of the earth (mcm yg jd kt atlantis), melalui kejadian bencana alam. (as been said by Einstein, the north pole akan switch place), thats why watak Jackson is the writer of Farewell Atlantis. Somehow US akan angkat philospher mereka juga. (xleh nafikan)
But what I love most about this movie is, the way they put many issues in it (which sumthing we can think about deeply), and ofcoz jln cite world disaster cmni, mmg x logic skit, which heroes will always akan terselamat sbb hero la yg bwk jln cite. (cmne lak kalau hero mati kan) :P
And I love jugak the way they criticize the US (though akhirnya mengangkat jugak). How US will usually manipulate the mind of the world citizen, (though cite ni pun manipulate mind gak haha), and how US ni actually a self-proclaim nye type of people! (by the plot yg jd kat Satnam). Mcmana pada awalnya US cam x nak layan Dr.Adrian, but bila tgok reports by him, trus je tanya Dr.Adrian been reporting to whom all this while and trus amik Dr. Adrian! And masa persidangan all the Prime Ministers and Presidens, trus je kenalkan Dr. Adrian as..."Our genius scientist" katanya. Padahal at first Satnam yg jumpe mende tu kan. -Even cite ni pun mcm ketidakpuasan hati Americans to the Mayans due to the Mayan's theory of 2012. (nape ek? is it sbb bukan American yg jumpe dulu pasal 2012 ke? Well, ya ya ya they really need to be the first of the first all the time. I dunno. It is just a personal perception).
And commonly there's black-white issue sikit (cliche but not so obvious), however I love about how they frame the Russian's power, about the China's conflict (penggunaan tenaga buruh)... Agak penindasan terhadap China la jugak. It's about the VETO power. (In the United Nations Security Council, the five permanent members is the United States, Russia, the People's Republic of China, France and the United Kingdom). About money can buy priority, about how selfish human can be...
After all, back to basic it is all about the HUMANISME, UNITY, LOVE... 'civilization basic'! Some are proud to say that they are well-civilized, but actually acting like a nuts! -tepuk air percik muka sendiri. And about technology ciptaan manusia memusnahkan manusia pun again a cliche issue tp bukanlah main issue tp digarap dgn baik indirectly. Bila kete Bently canggih tu guna voice command, humm kalau si Yuri tu dah mati awal2, kete tu mmg xleh guna ah kan. And masa ark dorg xleh start engine sbb pintu xleh tutup. (technology kdg2 memakan diri manusia), as all the buildings, skycrappers, ciptaan manusia smua menghempap manusia balik. Somehow they debut back yg TECHNOLOGY boleh selamatkan manusia dari the end of the world. (tak nak pikir sbb nanti lari akidah).
Tp nasib baik the writer, director x cuba mempropagandakan Islam. Tp kalau I nak being offensive, I'd say ade jugak. Which masa they show the world reactions towards the date, they showed org Islam unite pray (visual depan kaabah), and some other races/regions in the world did too. Melalui visual tu, if I am trying to be extra offensive (sensitif melampau), I'd say it is a penghinaan secara synical indirectly, where WE do not try to do anything utk selamatkan generasi manusia, but they do! Especially when President of Italy are not joining the escaping mission, someone did said "The President of Italy decided not to join and stay believing in the power of prayer" (something like that). And something fishy about the 'ITALIAN'. Why is that it has to be the President of Italy? Is it about...the Roman Catholic thingy? Is it regarded to the matter of Roman Catholic-American conflict sumwhere in the 1950's? I dunno, i dun master this issue, so i have nothing to say, it is just something to think about.
Cuma few things yg x best is dramatic moment diguna pakai byk kali (twice and more) which dah jd x best and rasa mcm wuek. Which they use significant symbolic nye moment cth : masa Gordon shopping ngn his wife kt mall yg nak runtuh tu, he said, "lately i can feel something is trying to put as apart" (camtula lebih kurg), sekali yg floor tu retak and they were put apart. And the next time they use it is masa ship tu ngah cruising, ada lagu 'the end of the world'... And dramatic moment plays on audience about the hero 2 kali x silap digunakan. Which masa Jackson jatuh dgn caravan tu, (when Gordon nak fly tinggalkan Jackson)... kita cam ooo... JACKSON!!! Sekali jeng jeng jeng, tgn dia naik! YEAY! And again masa yg Jackson swim down x naik2, pun kita audience ni disaji dgn dramatic moment yg sama. (byk guna dramatic moment yg lebih kurg sama.. so cam sakit hati je audience).
Black hero : Dr.Adrian
White hero : Jackson Curtis
(double-hero, it's a good idea!)
*uhmm jgn harapkan film-film apocalypse ni ttg kiamat semata, sbb kiamat adalah propaganda penarik audience, isi dalamnye tu, ada agenda, pengisian dan issue lain. In 2012, Emmerich combines natural disasters and global government conspiracy.
Saturday, November 07, 2009
feeling the feelings
Friday, November 06, 2009
hard when it is not easy
Monday, November 02, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
About Me, You, We & most of all, About Us...
Life is a succession of moments. To live each one is to succeed.
Monday, October 12, 2009
please teach me how can i fall for you
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Memory is the diary that we all carry about with us...
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Sunday, September 27, 2009
back to assignments... :(
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Meludah Ke Langit
Kepada semua pembaca Malaysia dan Indonesia,
Pertama sekali, untuk apa kita bergaduh? Apa hadiah kepada kemenangan kita? Maruah? Kehebatan?
Kita serumpun, Melayu, Jawa, Bugis atau apa sahaja, kita Asian. Kita manusia yang sama, serupa dan tidak berkuasa apa. Tidakkah kita fikir bahawa kuasa besar di luar sana sedang mentertawakan kita kerana sekecil kita ini pun mahu bergaduh, bermusuh sesama sendiri. Bukan kah kita seharusnya hidup harmoni, toleransi bersama? Menerima baik dan buruk sesama sendiri demi kemajuan bersama? Kita berbalah di pentas media dan internet disini, adalah untuk apa? Membuka pekung di dada kita sendiri? Memapar pada dunia betapa jahilnya kita? Memapar fakta-fakta yang tidak diperakui hanya sekadar untuk menghentam sesama sendiri? Tidak tergelakkah warga dunia yang lain melihat situasi ini. Saya sendiri tergelak dengan beberapa kenyataan disini yang nyata salah dari sudut fakta. Tarikh, situasi dan kenyataan sebenar, semuanya salah. Tidak malukah kita? Seolah-olah urusan rumah tangga suami dan isteri dipekik dan dilolong sampai didengar oleh jiran tetangga?
Malaysian dan Indonesian,
Jika saya mahu jadi seperti salah satu kamu semua, saya boleh balas kritikan anda semua di sini satu demi satu mengikut amarah dan emosi saya sendiri. Rasa patriotik negara sendiri dihina ibarat tiada maruah. Pertama ingin saya menegur, bukanlah Malaysia tidak mahu berperang itu bererti takut. Tetapi mengapa mesti perang? Kita mengutuk kuasa besar AS mengamal perang ke atas negara-negara yang ditindas, mengapa harus kita turut amalkan? Perang perlukan wang, perang perlukan nyawa, perang nyata sekali memberi kesan buruk kepada generasi muda. Itulah rasionalnya mengapa kita tidak perlu berperang. Di Malaysia, di Indonesia, kita sama-sama ada kadar kemiskinan. Mengapa tidak duit berperang itu digunakan untuk membantu yang susah. Mengapa harus membeli bom dan senjata? Bukankah kita khalifah di muka bumi harus menjadi pengaman, bukanlah pencetus kekacauan.
Isu siapa lebih pandai, siapa lebih bodoh? Jika kita berterusan bertelingkah begini, masyarakat dunia semua akan memandang kita SAMA BODOH. Tidak lebih, tidak kurang.
Kepada semua, hentikan semua persengketaan sia-sia ini. Isu curi mencuri, hamba menghamba, siapa kuat, siapa besar, siapa bagus, sedarlah yang kita semua sama manusia. Tidak ada kurang, tidak ada lebih. Asian, tunjukkan masyarakat dunia kita juga maju. Kita juga ada maruah. Fikir-fikirkan anda semua. Terima Kasih, dari Malaysia untuk semua.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
2.50am
Friday, September 18, 2009
Monday, September 14, 2009
ex lover : the game over story
Let me tell you guys something. Memories of our past lovers are very useful. Trying to experience the “lovestory” once again by going through his stuff recall back all the good things and answer back all the forgotten questions, why this person used to be special to me? What makes him fall for me in the first place? When and where and how did it all start? Then, in the process of doing that, I also did myself a favour. This is because, at the same time, I also learnt and discovered more about myself. I mean, what are the qualities in you that made you special to some people? Don’t you want to know? You guys know what, you must do this in your lifetime! Must! It’s among the most rewarding things to find out all over again how you have touched other people’s lives. And the best people you can learn this from are your ex-lovers. You might forget why some guys were crazy about you in the past until you find something that can remind you all that. Yes, even how good they are, they are in the past, so what?
late night post
Saturday, September 12, 2009
annoyed!
Monday, September 07, 2009
this and that...
and everyday and then, stuck dlm uitm.. masuk atau keluar. sama sahaja.
as well as pg, ptg, mlm dan bile2 masa (tp paling teruk peak hours lah! fuhhh!) jom buat monorail dlm uitm? boleh larr.. pls pls pls... hehehe :P
lanyard ini nice! (padahal kebosanan dlm class, main2 hp)
last saturday's family raya potrait's pic kt studio taman tun, damansara! nice one!
ni self-cam je kot... with my lil brother!
selamat hari raya!!! hahaha too early yeh? xpe, i wanna be the first! huhuhu :P